sudden thinking

suddenly, I have thought back of my exam that i have attempted..

im quite unsure the marks...huhu..
this uncertainty really not giving me a day off...

maintain calm and peace...relax....
sadhu, sadhu , sadhu..
may all be well and happy..

Egoism..

Lately, I have felt that my egoism might increase tremendously..

just hope that I won't be an ego ppl and make ppl hate me..
hope I can control myself and my feeling ...

so May myself be well and happy..!

Life experience

Today I have just received a news regards to the competition,
and it was quite shocking, but it was expected though..

so no longer join competition edy...so now is time to paint the house..!
hope I can still maintain my performance and give it all up next time..!

Exam finish

yeah! exam finish!..

I think all the papers i have attempted
was okok only...not sure here and there..

so just leave it be..
new challenge coming...
lets fight it!..

gambateh!..

today 1st paper

today , I have sat my F9 exam..

at last it was over...
there were some mistakes i have made..
unbelievably my pressing calculator was wrong -_-..
make me stunned...

nvm edy la..no time to think that already..
is time to boost up for 2 more paper...

jia you jia you!!!..
May everyone be well and happy too..

Chen Shi Tai Chi back on track!

lately i havent been updating the blog..
but i would like to share my current update!..

last few weeks, at last, the Selangor team people of chen shi tai chi found me and in coincidentally i have finding them since i was coming here but the contact seems lost...


but now , im back on track practicing it!..
it is fun and feel more healthier..
hope my back on track activity will not only boost my morale and boost my health condition...and boost my everything of course if can..

may my mind be well and happy!....
may my health be well and happy..
may everyone be well and happpy!...

Feel thanks!

wa today i feel very good,as I feel that someone still concerned on me and he still keeps an eye on me, which I feel very thanks and grateful..

I shall not disappoint you anymore,
will do according with your advise and will mark up more!..

thanks thanks thanks!

MAY You bE WELL AND HAPPY!!!
SADHU SADHU SADHU FOR YOU..

A Wonderful Day

Today , everything went as normal until evening after my class finished

At last, I and my friend have a time to chat as old days which we have normal been doing..
and the feelings finally is back!
rather than a curiousity as always, it was in fact is a clear thing for me to view in another point of view
which i have been hope for quite some time for that..

and somemore I able to chat during the LRT as old days as well,
so i consider today was quite special..
and cheering for me as well..

so,now thanks for the cheering..
and will work on it!..

Hopefully in the future we have more days like tat..

Positive + positive = Hyper Positive..

*I'm sorry for deactivating my facebook.
will do so soon..once my games din come to my mind when i wake up...^^

Self Realisation

Lately, I found out that my entire attitude have been changed..as i monitor my own on how i speak , how i act regarding matters , how i play..
I guess most of friends is not aware of it but im still aware of it..^^

this may due to the environment around me which affect me so much even myself havent realize my suppose self have changed into a community self..

it has been really sad as it does give some implication which may affect the thinking and the reasonableness with any matter.

After i came here , I found that the negatives thoughts have overwhelm me over matters which I concern and it is not a right way to be..

so I hope that more positive thoughts can be generated by self actualisation and around community...

( when a positive thoughts cover with a negative community, the positive also can be distracted become a negatives...but when the positive self actualize, with HOPE, it can shine upon the negatives and affects all the negative become positives..but first ,must be POSITIVE ! )

all the matters must be seen on a positives side rather than a negative side,

so stay POSITIVES , POSITIVES , POSITIVES!!!


May all be well and happy...sadhu to me, sadhu to you ,sadhu to everyone,
and may all be well and happy once again!!!

Aim + Health + Future!

well, today i have received my results..

as expected as i thought that 1 paper will fly..
so , I do know my weaknesses...but i guess own evaluation is better than anyone else evaluation..

so, now i must work harder! achieve the aim...

workout more...to achieve good health..

to pass ACCA...to achieve the future!..

so, work harder to achieve!

Health VS Ambition

Today,

My headache come back to visit me again and its really heavy..
not sure why, but i think is because yesterday used up too much energy and somemore sleep late.

so, today my sister still advise around and ask me to quit my current job if it persist.
Well, I would know where is my limit to quit but i think that day is where I fainted..
or really can't tahan the pain.

From tomorrow onwards, my new plan shall execute i guess..i did plan this for quite some time , just that havent started..
not sure how well it will works.
but i do hope it works well!

so if Health cannot control , Ambition cannot be attained.
therefore, changes shall be start then.

May I be well and Happy!
Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu

Shooting!

yesterday, somehow I remember back what my friend said to another friend.

As I cautious with surroundings, I somehow feel that the words use and the emotion have overtaken and I feel like the word is pushing people a bit over.

so somehow I tell my friend,but I'm not sure whether is it appropriate to tell her..since no reply, then I'm also not very sure ..mmh..

this is another suspense i guess..

Hope my friend is OK wit it...
May my friend be well and happy.

Even the truth, there are still behind scene

well, there are many view points..

eventhough the truth, but there are also behind scene..

all i can say is that experience and time is very important,
eventhough learning is an progress but learning is still in a limited time if there is a constraint of time.

so, beware of your surroundings and make sure you cope with it rather than people cope with you.

use the intelligence and skills available on you and make sure you actually learn what you suppose to learn rather than keep on your old habit..

May someone be well and happy, and acknowledge the wrongdoings that has been doing and change it to a better person.

Cleared!

Today,
finally I found out the truth..
and get explained by a professional..

well, what would you expect from a freshie?
is juz like a baby coming out and learn how to walk..you expect the baby to run?
impossible..
therefore..it takes times..

see the positive way and change it accordingly..

accept it and train it hard in order to get better result.
fully utilise it and maximise the usage!..

therefore..things can be seen by many view, just that how you view it.

thanks for the advice and now I can see a more clearer picture.

It depends?

Recently I have faced 1 problem that quite bother me..

the stories goes like this,

If one of your friend doing something which is not suppose to do, are you going to directly shoot? or impliedly tell?

Even is impliedly tell, but it seems he/she don't get it..

It is a very important role that need to be think about and it does give a big impact on his/her life...i think...as he/she don't know the meaning of seriousness?

I think I better not to say out ,because I do try impliedly,but it seems he/she don't get it..

sometimes friends is quite a big trouble when comes to this....

mmh...

mmhh...

mmmhhh....


any solution?

What a day...

Today,

from early morning until now, is quite normal for me until when I was planning to go to college and things started happen..

the story goes like this,

normally I do lock my sis car after I park it and normally I do take the car key which have the key unlock..but this morning my sister drove 1st then after that I become driver and go to work.

I do noticed that something was a bit missing when I touch the key but I did not know that it was the car key lock..
until then , I do check out one store in the Hartamas plaza and the locksmith told me that RM100 to cut the lock..fiuh..if like that I can just lend your saw and cut it my self.

Then , without thinking much I call my brother for a few times, but he did not pick up , giv me some frustration..then I called my sister up, then I scold her for getting the wrong key, and she scold me back say I was driving yest and today...then I juz off the call as this is not relevant to my current situation , I need a solution rather than a scolding back.

Later she send me a message saying I was rude, I do know I was rude, but what you tell me is irrelevant to my situation and does not help me or give me any way.
So , I think off is the best solution from keeping her scolding and let her think instead of what have she done.

Afterwards , I'm not sure whether she is still angry or she thought up that she was wrong, she called me and calmly told me that wonder why I so 'gan chiong', then i think she realised that I got class to attend.

At last, my brother called back after 6 times of miss called if im not wrong...
then he was in Asia jaya at the time, then I calculating the time taken as follows,

go back home 15 mins
take car key 3-4 mins
from home to Hartamas 25-30 mins if no jam
coming to hartamas shopping centre 5-10 mins
then from there to taman jaya 35 mins
( by that time should be jam period )
from Taman jaya to KSA 30mins

so is around 2 hour..not worth it as that time i get called is around 4.30.

so I just take a cab with Jam , RM 9.10 to be precise to reach Taman jaya in 25 mins.
and there was no jam.

I do think I make the right decision.

May my sister be well and happy.
Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu.

A good Employer!

Today, I feel very glad.

things goes like this,
for the last few weeks I have work in a tax firm.

which started was quite tough for me as 8 hours of concentration and I even want to do more work..
but work never ends until I realised that there is no necessity to do so.

Everyday , I get a constant headache and even though is not very serious but still a headache which give me some pain on my head.

Everyday, I'm standing with a record of BP of 160/120.
that is a bit over i know, but still I try my best to cope with it.
Numbers may be big, but things I need to do may be bigger.

so for now I just bear with it for the few weeks until yesterday,
my headache was so serious that even after work early, I still face the headache until the class end..luckily my lecturer can make some jokes and I laugh that is where my headache recover for a bit.

but then my concentration is lower than usual but I still able to handle myself.
Thanks for the Joke sir!

and Today, after the experience of having it,
I have discuss with my employer and I get a great solution.

I was told that, if you really cannot stand then you can just quit the job but for now, in order to reduce your percentage of headache, I will give you a revised timetable..we cannot control internal but can control external..I know that the jam of traffic is causing you more headache as well.

so a revised change of working hours implement.

there goes my working hours and therefore really appreciate it.
I will try my best to cope,if i can't then I shall quit and increase the level of my own life!

May I be WELL and HAPPY!
Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu

The way of life

well,
I have started my work from last month..June..
this is already my third week of working..
and i feel that most people who work while studying really pro!
salute them really..
as if u working, then ur so called 'play' time will not available for u and u must really appreciate the time for studying.

for the 1st week, i feel quite stressed as the working hours is really amazing!
9am to 6pm...
fiuh!
that is really rocks me out..and tear me off!
Im was wondering, why im here to work and where i can still enjoy my life as studying a full time student?

but then , after a few days,
i realised that life is not simple,and it does have many obstacle in front of you,
the only way to get out and step it over is reset your thinking and make it positive!

and now, im thinking, well, work is really work.
people do expect you as a person who really come here to work , rather than coming to play.
so from there onwards, I have set my mind that this training will really help me in my studies and when u mention something, i know where to find, i will work out myself rather than help from other people.
only if necessary then a HELP is needed.

in order to work on your own , there so called working experience,
is actually u study and learn the stuff you going to do and make sure ! you know it well so that when 2nd time of same job arrive, u will know what to do!

so now, working + studying!
make sure that time available will be fully utilised!
and ensure that there should not be any large variances in order to proceed and achieve higher education!

so May all be well and happy and may my thinking stick firmly in order to be an ASSET of the company!

First time feeling

Well, I can say this term exam is quite challenging..
based on this term experience

F9 - Finance paper
well i think is ok for me eventhough i struggle throughout the exam hall..
i think is due to which formula to use and is it correct...bcoz sometimes it just is like that..
mmh..wonder like tat 10marks?

not sure though...calculation part was really confusing for me..as it took me some time to figure out during the exam period..

and there are some tough Q as well where i cant interpret the Q...this is my 1st time feel so struggle on exam hall in ACCA


F7..- Accounting paper

well even though it takes me more time than i should on console..
i think i manage the time efficiently and do all according to time limit..
at 1st struggle but after that slowly it dissolved and start writing more and more...

so I hope wat i did may get enough mark to pass..

May All Be WELL and HAPPY!!!
Sadhu! Sadhu! Sadhu!

Exam

well, today is just 1 more days to go before my last paper for exam..

I would say that..
well it is the another time for having the feeling..
it would seems as I face a mental war in the hall,but eventhough it was a tough war...
but still i manage to control it over the hall and get it through...
I just done my very best ..
Hope that will make a peace of mind.

even though easy Q, but due to lack of practices , I fall into the trap..
but luckily, i manage to get the trap away before it strangle all the way to the end..

so for now , just leave a HOPE and May All Be WELL AND HAPPY!

Sadhu for all and everyone!

Urgency

Today I receive a call from my friend in help of some urgent stuff for her dad,
but due to im inexperience, i wouldn't like to give any advise and i ask her to call someone else for help,

on that time , i have already thought that if i give her the number now, it may occur some trouble soon, and now i really seems to be in the trouble now as i given her without asking that person .

so, is a matter of fact that i have done something wrong and admitting is a good idea rather than run away.

There will no be next time and Sadhu for everyone and may all be well and happy.
Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu

New AIM!

today, after all my day now is the story telling part..

Firstly, today I went to college and have a meet with my lecturer
but was looking around to see is really eve around..but...no where to be seen..
even though 5 pm sharp sharp..


well, we have talk about the internship program on June and July
but sadly , Jam late for half n hour...fuh...
then my lecturer kiddingly told her that 1st interview already fail..

^^
nice joke heh?

then we keep on chat..
well, just hope the internship will go well..
logistic also a problem..

after all, then when payment time..
fuh..wondering why need a receipt..
shockingly heard..50% claimable in business tax in entertainment expenses.


When 11 pm, my sister come back..
she also heard about the internship..
and now, she is worrying about the BP that I have earlier on until today..still continues to be a legend walkaround with BP 160/100..
and a BMI of 30.9
this is very worrying..
so in order to lower down the BMI and hope the BP will fall..

20 kg more to go!...fuh..lets hope i can make it!..^^

Nap

this morning, it is a tired day for me as i sleep late last night and 6 am send my sister to work...as usual go and back...
then when i reach home , i plan to sleep..

then sudden my brother called and ask whether is there anything to eat for breakfast..there is bread + ham..

the 2nd time calling, he face an accident which cause by a 3 second nap and the car just slowly go to the right side n kiss into someone car behind then slide and fall into the drain...

so next time , please be concern with surroundings before you drive and make sure enough sleep!

May All Be Well And Happy!

Egoness

Today, i accidentally done something....
as my fren are lending my notes and ask me how to see the lecturer notes,

when everyone is around, i am wondering shud i take out my notes...
and at last i take out to show my fren..then everyone was saying hardworking boy..
fuh..even though is a compliment but then I dun feel like is a good thing to show..^^

at tat time..i felt that i should not take out as this show my ego of proud doing the notes..

feel so sad..but will change in future..^^..
so nex time will think 3 times bfore do something..^^

ACCA Results..

This is the first time of receiving ACCA results..

super nervous before the day...
even dream though..
fuh..

but at last...
I pass all 3 paper !..
whao..that is so relieve!
^^
and Battle have just started!

Real Friend...

Today, I have just encountered something that i think is very meaningful to me..


well I does buy a book original and lend my friend to photocopy..
at first , I juz think that I need to use it and did't even plan to lend them..
but then , my friend just come and ask ..then i think...is ok to lend..

after lending them , they plan to pay the royalty for the book...but then there are one friend tat decides to pay..but just a small amount..

the argument : If there are no original book , there wont have a copy for you.

So,at last after my friend photocopy of 5 sets, she plan to pay me the royalty because she know that my financial position is not that good because i did not work..

Before the class start, she try to call the friend and try to recheck whether really true she just wanna pay for the small amount..and she does argue with her..
I really sad to hear that but everyone was thinking reasonable..
well maybe not for her...

at last , my friend pay me in advance of the royalty and she din collect payment of royalty from them...that makes me even more sad to hear tat as her money is really earn by herself...

I'm so glad to have a friend like her and really sorry for what I have done in the past..

So, I can just reimburse in the future...

Lend Or Not to Lend

Yesterday , there are several friends who would like to lend the workshop notes..
but im thinking whether it is good to lend or not...any idea?give me some clue...


as the lecturer said: Is better not to lend until you have pass as that will show that the notes really useful..

so am wondering..Lend them?
mmh..

Patch up stuff

This year of 2009 , even though is a great year of CNY..
but still..I need to patch up my studies...else I will have forgotten my stuff..
so jia you jia you!!!

Workshop ending...Day 2

Today was the last day...
I have learn more and more stuff about F8...
now is depends on me how to work on the F8 and keep on consulting Ms.Vicky..^^

today morning breakfast was so great!
Fish Chips + bread...
Lunch
Buffet!!!..rocks on the world..to eat more..as we pay RM50 for the workshop...so make sure able to eat around the price..^^
High Tea...juz okok lo..hee



High blood duno increase how much..^^

let's rock more on F8!!!..

and night...is F9...huhu
suppose at Noon..but due to workshop,I go at night class...
suddenly Mr.Andrew use a fast speed...and I wasn't able to concentrate much....as from the workshop back, there are still some British slang on my head...and now nid to reswitch to mr.andrew pace...but after he end about 2 topic..I wonder..what is he teaching..?
how come all part-time student no effect?zZzz...
sien kao like tat....

anyway thx for Eve pro parking space...
the paper stated...Say Ji n Fren...
then no ppl sit edy...hee..
nex time shud try everywhere put the paper..haha

F8 workshop

today is the 1st day of F8 workshop,
at 1st, I was so sorry to my friend that i arrive at LRT late...make them wait for 15 minutes...-_-...im so bad ...tomorrow im going to arrive early!...

after 10 mins, all arrive, and I suddenly saw Sam at LRT station there...
she was hurt!..whao..so unexpected, the bus she ride was bang wit another car..make her fall i guess....i duno the whole story...
but is not a good idea to approach her when she was angry or upset...lucky got 6 sense to help heh?

then we all walk together to Corus hotel...
when go there...the F8 lecturer , Miss Victoria Taylor approach us and ask us our name..
so surprising...she is a super active lecturer..^^

the class goes by....
at 10.30 break
at 12.30 break...-buffet lunch..so nice!...lamb- crab-prawn..!fuh..superb..tomorrow will take photo..hee
at 3.30pm high tea!..hee

the workshop is mainly on approach expected question by the lecturer..
so is very much do Q more..
the exam kit she suggested is important...!


tats all i guess..tomorrow 1 more class..^^

Job Training

Yesterday, I met my lecturer sudden in the evening before my extra class start...
he approach me and asking me about....job training for 2 mth..
I was quite happy though..this is the 1st time i get this kinda thing...
now is the problem for me to go the place and try to schedule how to go classes...mmh...
timing..

hopefully by that time, i will be able to work + study at same time!...
and hope the timetable wont clash though..^^