A reply

Actually, when you give me a call that time, i also feel that you need someone just to talk to.  im not sure why, but i can sense it.

if that time you tell me earlier you are calling then i would go to lobby d lo, but that time you direct call without notice, my aunt and cousin also there planning to go to sleep already, so i just have to do so lo.

give me a message before you want to call lo.^^ but now, i no more sleep with my aunt, should be ok d la.^^

ooh? okok, kita kena take care ourself lo. myself too, i think plan will execute by next week if possible.

I also need to get into serious diet for myself for my own healthy future. Control control! ^^

Hope the best for you too of course. May you be well and happy. Cheers!^^

Lately feels

Today I do feel like writing blog, after so many days in langkawi, there is quite lots of feeling come along with me after I stay at here. Firstly, I do feel I'm really lucky I'm able to travel really a lot! More than what I think I can ! I really amaze on the incoming plan for me and how much I had travel during my last year. From my last year travel within 3 months, I went uk(London, Nottingham and Canterbury ), germany(Berlin) , Austria (Vienna) , Italy (Roma) , France (Paris) , norway ( fredrikstad and Oslo). This year in the early month, since January , on chinese new year, need back kelantan, then go Kedah after finish bai Nina grandma hse then my aunt hse At sungai petani. At last back KL. now in February, my Norway aunt ask me to follow go to langkawi , as my mum do tell that my aunt is the eldest and I should go and help my aunt if my aunt need any help, without hesitation I just book my flight together since I haven't really start working yet. Now? Here I am in langkawi. For one week. I'm glad my cousin is here, the room is cheaper by 1 /5 of the actual price of the hotel. But when I drop in langkawi there are other incident happen as well, my cousin is leaving the hotel soon. So the timing at langkawi is just right! Before she left langkawi. Then another plan coming, because my aunt ain't going back before 26 , so before her kuching trip on 16-23 , she decided to go Myanmar. That time me and my cousin also asked to follow, as Myanmar, need to be careful too but due to the visa thing, 5 days working day needed to make the visa , that's why the plan cancelled and now they going down south to Singapore as my aunt never went to Singapore before. So for the coming plan is malacca, Johor and Singapore! Between 10-15. So hope Ada chance meet up.^^ After that, is Kuching plan. Follow my uncle who is going since last year plan. Me and my cousin just follow after my aunt ask whether want join. As now my cousin is not working for 1 month, so she decided to go for a trip as well. This one I decided to follow as my cousin last time do ask why I did not tell early when planning for Europe trip, that time I wasn't really planning for the trip and I scared of going out alone too. But now, is much better. After my Europe trip, I find that when travelling, just need to follow the flow of travelling, well one is to enjoy the scenery, second is to enjoy the culture or people there. Whenever there is a chance to travel, just travel even though sometimes i can say I'm a bit tired of travelling, well you can say this say Ji really don't know how to appreciate this travelling but I just tell the truth.^^ I like those long days travel in one place and just chill out at that place rather than rushing around many places in one go. In this few days, I just feel that I would like to just relax on the beach and read some book or have a rest there. Sounds familiar for western? Yeah, I got the feel when I sitting on a coffee shop in Paris , just sit down there, relax read book, enjoy coffee or hot chocolate,see the environment, feel the happening around. Isn't it nice if I can do that? Well for now I'm following my aunt , so I can't really do anything that I really want. So for now, just follow. When in travel sometimes a feeling just pop up, I feel like I'm kinda a leecher, this is due to my travelling most are not I paid when I went there, I only pay for flight ticket for langkawi, food and accomodation and travel is paid by my aunt uncle and cousin. I feel bad about it. After that, my cousin tell me, no matter how good other people are, (people not within your family) our family is the ost important. When she say this out, my leeching feel all gone! I feel that I should feel grateful on what I get now and repay them later. Not in terms of money, but other as well. With this positive feeling, I think this is the right feeling should be use and feel. So no matter how, please appreciate your family. - this part for reply for your blog that I read. friends, partly I agree with you. As for me, when I emo or I'm sad, I don't really speak out to anyone, as I feel that might occur from my own rather than someone else. I'm not sure why, but I feel that even for me, I always assess myself all the time if something wrong occur. Is it same like you?^^ only when I really can't solve it then I try reach out wider community. Stay positive I know it ain't easy too. Even me, always try to think positive too. Everyone have emotions la, just that how well they controlling their emotions ^^ Feeling better sure I will say good^^. As if feel better mean much better de feelings come along. Start feeling good about chatting? ^^ great! Good night r, u can tell your mum also de, then you get more good night^^ Have a good night for me as well tonight, may all the good feelings always stays with u, may all be well and happy, may myself be positive too, rather than thinking on the negative side.^^ cheers!