now at least i can differentiate which tao lu is which tao lu, wont get mixed, but in competition, sometimes people just will mix it in order to beautify it, as competition consider as performance too, so if you play nice and well, you get those extra point.^^
But anyhow, my aim in tai chi is for health. so after one week following the china master, i really feel glad that he came to Malaysia, my left leg which suppose to have some pain on it gone! after one week of training.
Mmh, i wasnt really sure why, but his method on tai chi is far more better and relax. thats why he call it as yang shen tai chi. So next step is to make sure it will be useful is health.
After my course and competition, my thinking started flowing on the next day.
So now tai chi already have ways to achieve, competition already over, even though july and october still have, but still quite long way to go. It just suddenly pop to me when i open my setting goals book.
That book i use it quite some time ago, but didn't really follow well, at least i follow part of it.^^
So what i emo about? ( first time heard me getting emo huh?)
when writing those goals, well basically there are few areas which should be achieve,
the list goes by,
studies, career, lifestyle, health, sports.
when go into career, i sudden think of, it has been quite a while since my graduation, i should have been working a while already if i didn't go to europe backpack.
So now im still waiting for Sg reply. mmh, not easy getting in Singapore to work heh...
should i still wait Sg or want start apply here already..
want join mid firm or small firm
getting really confuse out of it.
at last, when i think of it, i decided to free myself of such thinking for a while.
that's why i went to 1Utama to find shoes, as my working shoes put at UK -_-, forget to bring back.
shoes pun x ada mau cakap go interview..
Then i think of my mood bit swing swing, i decided to go bookshop read some book to make sure my thinking back to positive. or maybe i should get some books provide tips for resume or CV or interview..
then i find that, motivational speaker book will be great at that time.
So after that, besides looking for job, i can also looking at others, F9 i learn diversification.
why not learn something which not job related, but also can do from home. then i look for some how to earn money through investment book. quite good though, the feeling makes me feel good.
At last, i wasnt emo about the working part, but rather, other than working , what else i can do.
well, i can say do tai chi also not bad.^^
That night really sorry about it, i receive miss call of 17 times from you. but that time i see full bar, when i was in LG of 1Utama, didn't know there is no line there -_-...
Banyak maaf.and thanks for the calling.
That time i really scared my emotions really uncontrollable.^^
So i use gaming to make myself get into those emotions , after that come out of it by thinking why not improve myself rather than improve in game.
So i use gaming to make myself get into those emotions , after that come out of it by thinking why not improve myself rather than improve in game.
This week your courses also should be ending soon. All the best in everything.
May all be well and happy.
