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Actually, when you give me a call that time, i also feel that you need someone just to talk to.  im not sure why, but i can sense it.

if that time you tell me earlier you are calling then i would go to lobby d lo, but that time you direct call without notice, my aunt and cousin also there planning to go to sleep already, so i just have to do so lo.

give me a message before you want to call lo.^^ but now, i no more sleep with my aunt, should be ok d la.^^

ooh? okok, kita kena take care ourself lo. myself too, i think plan will execute by next week if possible.

I also need to get into serious diet for myself for my own healthy future. Control control! ^^

Hope the best for you too of course. May you be well and happy. Cheers!^^

Lately feels

Today I do feel like writing blog, after so many days in langkawi, there is quite lots of feeling come along with me after I stay at here. Firstly, I do feel I'm really lucky I'm able to travel really a lot! More than what I think I can ! I really amaze on the incoming plan for me and how much I had travel during my last year. From my last year travel within 3 months, I went uk(London, Nottingham and Canterbury ), germany(Berlin) , Austria (Vienna) , Italy (Roma) , France (Paris) , norway ( fredrikstad and Oslo). This year in the early month, since January , on chinese new year, need back kelantan, then go Kedah after finish bai Nina grandma hse then my aunt hse At sungai petani. At last back KL. now in February, my Norway aunt ask me to follow go to langkawi , as my mum do tell that my aunt is the eldest and I should go and help my aunt if my aunt need any help, without hesitation I just book my flight together since I haven't really start working yet. Now? Here I am in langkawi. For one week. I'm glad my cousin is here, the room is cheaper by 1 /5 of the actual price of the hotel. But when I drop in langkawi there are other incident happen as well, my cousin is leaving the hotel soon. So the timing at langkawi is just right! Before she left langkawi. Then another plan coming, because my aunt ain't going back before 26 , so before her kuching trip on 16-23 , she decided to go Myanmar. That time me and my cousin also asked to follow, as Myanmar, need to be careful too but due to the visa thing, 5 days working day needed to make the visa , that's why the plan cancelled and now they going down south to Singapore as my aunt never went to Singapore before. So for the coming plan is malacca, Johor and Singapore! Between 10-15. So hope Ada chance meet up.^^ After that, is Kuching plan. Follow my uncle who is going since last year plan. Me and my cousin just follow after my aunt ask whether want join. As now my cousin is not working for 1 month, so she decided to go for a trip as well. This one I decided to follow as my cousin last time do ask why I did not tell early when planning for Europe trip, that time I wasn't really planning for the trip and I scared of going out alone too. But now, is much better. After my Europe trip, I find that when travelling, just need to follow the flow of travelling, well one is to enjoy the scenery, second is to enjoy the culture or people there. Whenever there is a chance to travel, just travel even though sometimes i can say I'm a bit tired of travelling, well you can say this say Ji really don't know how to appreciate this travelling but I just tell the truth.^^ I like those long days travel in one place and just chill out at that place rather than rushing around many places in one go. In this few days, I just feel that I would like to just relax on the beach and read some book or have a rest there. Sounds familiar for western? Yeah, I got the feel when I sitting on a coffee shop in Paris , just sit down there, relax read book, enjoy coffee or hot chocolate,see the environment, feel the happening around. Isn't it nice if I can do that? Well for now I'm following my aunt , so I can't really do anything that I really want. So for now, just follow. When in travel sometimes a feeling just pop up, I feel like I'm kinda a leecher, this is due to my travelling most are not I paid when I went there, I only pay for flight ticket for langkawi, food and accomodation and travel is paid by my aunt uncle and cousin. I feel bad about it. After that, my cousin tell me, no matter how good other people are, (people not within your family) our family is the ost important. When she say this out, my leeching feel all gone! I feel that I should feel grateful on what I get now and repay them later. Not in terms of money, but other as well. With this positive feeling, I think this is the right feeling should be use and feel. So no matter how, please appreciate your family. - this part for reply for your blog that I read. friends, partly I agree with you. As for me, when I emo or I'm sad, I don't really speak out to anyone, as I feel that might occur from my own rather than someone else. I'm not sure why, but I feel that even for me, I always assess myself all the time if something wrong occur. Is it same like you?^^ only when I really can't solve it then I try reach out wider community. Stay positive I know it ain't easy too. Even me, always try to think positive too. Everyone have emotions la, just that how well they controlling their emotions ^^ Feeling better sure I will say good^^. As if feel better mean much better de feelings come along. Start feeling good about chatting? ^^ great! Good night r, u can tell your mum also de, then you get more good night^^ Have a good night for me as well tonight, may all the good feelings always stays with u, may all be well and happy, may myself be positive too, rather than thinking on the negative side.^^ cheers!

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well i should have post a new topic yesterday but i didn't manage to post one. Now let me post something up.^^

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whao ! so that's the hard way to learn up, but it seems you learn a lot by doing things alone. Cheers for you.

Ooh? emoing for whole day thinking about life. mmh, that's a good one, i guess that's how your resolution came about.^^ to make sure your path is on the correct way and going to what you aiming for.

My social skills would be same as yours i guess. from the way you see me chatting with you through phone you already know .^^ so i think if chat more with you more, my phone chatting skill sure improve d..haha

I did not really expect you wait me want lo.  Its time to end? end chatting with me r? 2 sentence of word can make you think till like that -_-

That time i really was wondering what happen to you lo..thats why tried to call you to ensure is ok there.
your most welcome. just dont forget that friends will be there when you need in help.

( This is the lesson i learn in backpacking, when i travel europe alone - i guess you know the story already , the need of togetherness ) * if dont know the story then tell me. Repeating will be in progress.^^

Thanks. will do so.

Lately, I havent really been thinking about future much as CNY comes, going out with my mum, friends and family, but still future is what awaits me that need my doings now. So i need to rush up my stuff.

I will update new post if i get anymore news about me to say about.^^ For now im still compiling my news.^^ Hope you dont mind of this small post.

you must be wondering how im awake at this early time. yesterday i think the sze chuan dish too spicy..late night come and have a big business inside toilet. fuh..

At last, able to write it up before you wake up. ^^

Decided to let it flow

Hiks! morning morning, you must be wondering why im able to write in such an early morning, today i wake up at 5am. really no idea why. But anyhow, yesterday my aunt when she come back she also asking whether I had apply for jobs. When she always ask on that, sometimes i get really pissed off though ( first time heard heh?) well yea, that's true, As now im thinking myself too where to work - major issue. ( which must be consider in detail) and if i really dont have the high BP , i wont have to think so much.(well now it seems think more delay more) that's what i observe.Thats why as you say now is time to let it flow.

Now i already decided just apply for everywhere, but still going for audit as i feel i really need those hardcore experience that everyone is talking about. Suffer now, gain later right?^^

This morning i already view some of the website regarding the job scope and i just notice that every company require different type of applying jobs. some through online , yes, but they need more detail information, kinda like need to get my certification scan out and put in pdf or some is just apply through jobsdb and some just need normal application.

So for now, just apply!^^

whao, you are really good girl lo..
super xiao xun, mana dapat this kind of girl..

ooh? Yip also plan to go? great!^^ more friends will be there!..^^

22 year old already old r? i 23 more old lo like that?^^
yeah, well keep learning is the way to keep it up.^^

as u say, yeah life does not take two, i realise that too.

Nagging me everyday?haha..wa your standard procedure huh?
so interested on nagging me already?haha


Hope for best!
( this is really 7am update) ^^

Haven't really make up my mind but best way to do for now

Actually I haven't really change my mind though, just that Bear and Yip giving more things to consider, more options, more criteria. but now i really havent decided. just that probably might ask my bro them lo..^^

Currently might be as yip suggested, try malaysia market, if can cope with audit and if audit is what i like then only go to Sg, since risking is not a main point - as you say.

Don't so sad k? don't due to me then sad lo..like that i guo yi bu qu lo..
so eager meeting me? nanti kena you bomb me again..^^( joking joking)
 ( I can tell you i always remember kena you bomb kou kou in convo there..haha)

well everyone telling me now is emphasize on health, so no matter how , i also cant ignore my health condition,

Travel is not a main prob for me though, i feel that with travelling , i can really know more place, and get to know the area more. In fact, in KL im really lucky to have one of my uncle bringing me around when tai chi times, he show me route that i didn't even use before and sometimes when I need to go there myself i did not manage to reach there, but i turn to other road and no idea where it goes and at last remember some road mark then make me go into there.^^

But in KL, travel = jam -_-..not a good one..

system checking huh? this seems interesting to me.^^

Now I can sense you really happy working there. that's a good sign!^^ Happy for you!

Mainly sure not working lo, but rather everything compile together that whats make Sg so attractive.^^

yeah, I think malaysia big 4 not subject to bond too.
okok, wont take risk la. try to minimise risk.^^

sure got chance meet wan le, this world so small.
wao wao..really wait me go there r?

May all be well and happy. sadhu sadhu sadhu.

Further information

Good morning!

Yesterday went and hang out with Yip and bear, that time we went to empire gallery mall, but bear is going for some courses, so left me and yip alone there.

So we went to a chinese restaurant to grab some food , since i havent taken my lunch.

now, my conversation start, since now the main point is me going to work but work as what?
There is a few issues arise when we discuss.

This is how it goes,

1. What actually i want to work as?
2. How long i can really can stand for working hours?

    - Last time when i work and study together, even though i work as tax assistant but when checking on errors, i do really like to check on that, does that will make me like in real life audit? or internal audit suit more? any suggestion?

     - Normally, my headache is after office hours when the jam in Malaysia is making me too tired when looking at all those red light. it seems tax job is also quite a good job though.^^

      - Even when my normal time like this, my BP also quite high, mmh, so add bit more, it will just jump up the figure right?
3. Do i really like audit in real life?
4. Once go to Singapore is a yearly contract based worker.
    - Can i really change when get there or need at least cope with one year first?

5. Can i use other route to get to Singapore? 3 year based in Malaysia and get my Experience done then only go overseas?
6. My main point working in Sg is not really just working but to enhance the tai chi part as well.( after looking at the video, i feel Malaysia teaching style is really out of order and I really need to get to the real master to look after it - in order to gain real benefit from tai chi)

7. Seriously now my blood pressure level is really going use tai chi is my medicine lo.

8. Testing job market and job. Well, yip got another suggestion is that ask me to take the job in Malaysia and have a look how it is like to be on the job.
   - By doing this, i might gain some view on how people do it, and whether i like it or not.


That's all i guess, will further update if anything cross my mind again. Cheers!

ou ya, Bear's do de seaweed cracker is super nice!!!

Thoughts

Thanks for your update ya!( Don't tell me no need say thanks ya, this one i really would like to say as you update when you are working)

Funny funny thing? mmh, wonder what im talking about -_-..

Continue for mine,

After long thinking of myself,

well,  I do really believe myself on overseas opportunities despite the health condition, there is other consideration as well, is Big firm name important? i would say yeah, maybe , probably?so by looking at the approved employer list from ACCA,hope i get something lo..^^

This will be my thoughts of my future..

I always as usual, would like to do a comparison between each route available.

Malaysia
1. I would say, most probably go in Big 4 (As usual work from day to night)
2. I have regular tai chi practice, but just cannot move upwards without more experience coach.
3. Home sweet home
4. House and Car available
5. I'm citizen of malaysia
vs

Singapore
1. Medium Firm ( as mostly suggested ) - I think this one also day to night
2. have China master who might able to help me out in my tai chi practice.
3. Rented house ( i think going to be my first time renting)
4. MRT, Bus all way round ( i dont mind Sg public transport, as it is efficient!)
5. Double earning! ^^
6. I'm going be PR of Sg soon!

Since now my travelling i would say is finish for now, everyone is asking me about working now but i really have no idea where to work..at last i do come with a solution by giving a chance to Singapore as I always really wanted to go there and pursue in more and more.

Even nowadays in tai chi classes i have really no idea what to practice despite people do tell me what can be done, but they just dont have the certain method for moving upwards. Seriously, everytime i really hope that tai chi do help in my health. really hope!

as Everyone always say tai chi do bring good health, so now i really need to make it compulsory for myself in tai chi practice and to practice for good health!

Cheers!