Confusion

to the one read my blog..this one is real post already.

Well, is time to get into real life, after months of travelling, now i guess is time to get a proper job.

but now, confusion is either Singapore or Malaysia.

when i was travelling, my aunt do ask how i feel about london, well at first when i come to London i really dont like it, as i was far away from home, after 2 weeks with my mum i was still ok, but after my mum left, really alone in london. That time my aunt ask my to travel myself to london city centre, i was like huh? well, lucky me to found certain map on the town around to see where i go. I really nearly cried when i was in london city centre alone without anyone help and in a country where i have no idea where to go. I try to stay in my uncle house as long as i can but it seems they keep ask me go out rather than stay at home.

After that, my aunt suggest go backpacking, so after my backpacking, i do learn how to use city map, how to take public transport, make friends, avoid tourist trap and most important is independence which i learn a lot during travelling.

Anyway, now i do feel London is great! so i think Singapore wont be bad either right?^^ since i think that Singapore system is quite good.

Now there is another thing that pop to my mind...my high BP ( Blood Pressure)
it has been a while since i try to ignore my high BP that inside my health for several years. well to be actual, i knew it when i was finishing my CAT. so consider around 4 years back. Everytime i tried to lower down, i doesnt seem to work well as everytime my aim of losing weight just keep run around.

My caring friend always remind me that Health is everything. I do agree with that, even one of my uncle, he take daily tablets in order to ensure his health is at tip top condition even though he is rich.

So now when should i really start work? should i take a few more month to make myself really into good health or i should start work now? if im going to make my health good, then this month i got to make it worked! no matter how.

i think work in singapore or malaysia make not much difference, as if i work in big 4, then my long hours need to work too. I didnt really get any friends feedback on working in Big 4, im not sure why, but i think i better start asking.

In singapore, i heard is by contract based, so once in , better stay at there for few years. added value in singapore is extra pocket money and tai chi expertise. why i say tai chi expertise? well, one of my tai chi china master is there, some of my tai chi friend is there too. I believe i can learn more when i get to Sg to learn from them , whether got time or not is another case.

so where to go? decide now or later? health now or later?

thinking...deep thoughts.....

(grey area- i think this one u want to read)^^