Thoughts during in Sg

So you also think that i will make a lot of thinking heh?^^

Here goes the list of my thinking.....

1. Offer - the offer from the firm actually isnt bad despite no listed client but for now really money aint a problem, so i decided to go for experience. ( When i get there, when they say fresh graduate and new, I really have no idea how to negotiate any salary already. well im glad i have my ACCA as backup to support.^^)

2. Transport - Actually if i work in Sg, i really feel good though, good money good public transport, nothing more can deny right? so on transport part, i have chosen Sg for sure, as Malaysia need drive..

3. Family - This one quite a key point for me actually, I do know chosen Sg will not come back Malaysia for some time and that time i think that since my 2 brother already there, will they ever come back to Malaysia? shall I leave my mum only with my sister? Seriously some part of me saying is just fine, just go to Sg and work, mum sure ok about it. another part of me really concern about my mum, where all sons go to Sg and left one daughter...

4. HL - yeah this one shall use your name. As i know that you have waited long though. After my interview, i actually wanting to tell you straight away, but thinking that let me think about my offer first before telling you might be a better idea. So i got to think overall and at last poof! you called! Then i just have to tell you that time.^^ I do have some thoughts come about where yea, been telling you im coming to Sg working soon and now, i get the offer, but didn't accept it. Some part of me really felt sorry but another part come in and say think of overall , think of now, think of base, think of future. so at last it came about said that proper planning lead to success.

* when that night you send me the msg telling me to accept the job, i was really expected that message.^^ but still I try to make myself logical mind and try not to get anyone involve in my decision making. if not i really scared that i might push the responsibility to other people next time which i think is not appropriate.

because last time when i take my accounting in SPM, my brother said that it was easy, so i take, at last i duno what the heck im studying that time, really feel frustrated and blame my brother for saying it easy, the decision is up to me, and not him, so at last i only can blame myself for not concentrating in class.

5. Auditing - This might be a bit out of topic but when the interviewer keep saying of stressful life by working in audit, i was thinking am i really can cope about it? that time i really doubt myself, for the first time I felt my health is in stake when auditing. kinda crazy feeling? ya..

and when they ask is your friend stressful in working in audit? that one i really have no idea, even when i ask you, i really feel that you work in a good environment and good timing, well last time you do tell me when your first time in audit, but anyway, how about now? getting familiar?all become normal already?^^

6. Other option - Besides auditing, is there any other option to really pursue my career path? didn't really want my health put on at stake. Everyone might think that, still so young, why not give it a go? After all, if didn't try audit now, when im adult i wont go and try it anyway. So for experience and future sake, must I really go into auditing?

one of the saying, never try never know right?^^

some of my friend do suggest that want to become a member in ACCA actually just join any co that is associated with ACCA, something like schlumberger, oil & gas co..but anyway i still think about it first.^^

7. Choose working - If me, i would really like to work in balance working environment. Sometimes people get to arrange the health part too despite busy schedule. I think that can sort it out later..so live a healthy life. May all be well and happy. ^^

Thoughts...

After yesterday having a conversation with 2 of my friend..sudden realise something, in this world, can't there be good friends available like in europe?

I really have no idea what to chat afterwards, probably im too straightforward? well me is me, normally i would like to have a clear cut actually what happen, but not everyone will talk about it afterwards. So if can just tell me. I really dont hope between two people having a dilemma and guessing all around.

 if really dont speak out then really gonna have a hard to all round. So please speak out, i cant be guessing what you thinking all around. probably i might think too much, but just hope everything will be fine.



Hope everything will be alright.

May all be well and happy, sadhu sadhu sadhu.

Before I knew I'm already 23

Yesterday night, it has been quite a long night for me, because i can't fall asleep for the first time.

why is it so hard to fall asleep?

well i think it is a combination of many things, but anyhow i still manage to fall asleep at 2am..and now? wake up at 8am, i thought it was 12!..what a good eye sight i have right?^^

anyway, i realize many things within this few days, my resume , need to get reference, need some professional advice and controlling the emotion inside me.

Now only i realize im already 23, actually im not really prepared for it mentally. For me, really hope for gaming for whole day, not going actual world for obtaining experience really a dream for me, wanting to be carefree and just do my own stuff.

But still after i get my stuff when i ask for, then i started realize myself don't even get serious about job finding due to myself thinking of not prepared yet. I guess now is time to get matured up.

I'm glad i still have friends around.^^

Pris, now i know what you feel when you say going adulthood.^^

I guess is time to get serious on job findings. 

Cheers for all.

May all be well and happy. Sadhu sadhu sadhu...