Before I knew I'm already 23

Yesterday night, it has been quite a long night for me, because i can't fall asleep for the first time.

why is it so hard to fall asleep?

well i think it is a combination of many things, but anyhow i still manage to fall asleep at 2am..and now? wake up at 8am, i thought it was 12!..what a good eye sight i have right?^^

anyway, i realize many things within this few days, my resume , need to get reference, need some professional advice and controlling the emotion inside me.

Now only i realize im already 23, actually im not really prepared for it mentally. For me, really hope for gaming for whole day, not going actual world for obtaining experience really a dream for me, wanting to be carefree and just do my own stuff.

But still after i get my stuff when i ask for, then i started realize myself don't even get serious about job finding due to myself thinking of not prepared yet. I guess now is time to get matured up.

I'm glad i still have friends around.^^

Pris, now i know what you feel when you say going adulthood.^^

I guess is time to get serious on job findings. 

Cheers for all.

May all be well and happy. Sadhu sadhu sadhu...