Recent

bukan saya x mau post, quite happening recently..

well, lets see....
0. memang glad u like the pen, professional look boh?haha..^^ ada chance then jangan lupa guna..


1. I manage to get in EY, met a lot of people and yesterday, is my first month salary!..^^..so mestila makan makan kan? but x de la, just normal je...HL naik gaji wo, Iphone Iphone!..^^

2. my aunt n uncle from Paris mari, Aunt from Norway mari, uncle and aunt from London mari..been staying in my house for a week before they depart to Myanmar next tuesday..i guess gotta wake up early to send them for their early flight at 5am =+=...luckily next week is training..should be able to send them ba...
( For training, normally 8.30am to 5.30pm)

so this week is fully accompany them go out go in, fetch here , send there...memang balik full time driver..without paid..ahh...

3. Expenses - wa recently really memang kou li kou li, daily parking average RM 10, makan minimum RM5..feel like bringing fruits and roti pergi work d ....expenses calculating...1 month,i expect minimum RM 400 - 600, if include petrol and car maintenance..

4. Studies - masuk big 4, everyone pursuing professional cert, feel like i also want to pursue more....they got sponsor sumore, thinking what should i pursue..mmh, Master...language - lets say macam Japanese, Korean, German, Spanish, French?...i think Japanese might b priority...anime too much d, cannot wait subtitle..

* Konan cosplay ada pakai steel plate de meh on forehead?..y urs pakai de?

5. Is time to make up financial plan on how much to save, expense...

6. Recently my car window kena broke, so my mum thinking of buying a parking lot..it cost 24k ..fuh, expensive weh..still in planning...wa like that monthly i habis d...so many expenses..lol..

7. Last  but not least, most important,  health - went do check up, the nurse was shock when first time tengok my BP, 150/110..lucky 2nd time she check is 135/85, fuh...

lately makan banyak la, my aunt n uncle all cannot finish food i kena habiskan..aih, bukan easy mau keep memang...sudah naik semula 77 - 78..wa sweat...

kena do more workout or plan something up to execute d, if not habis me..=+=



how good if not working, those thing doesnt come to me..lol...jkjk..

work d got more things to aim d..

now belum peak lagi ....when peak..gotta more jia you d!..


all the best in everything, sadhu sadhu sadhu^^

Goal

Today i came about new thoughts about it - 2 months.

Weight : 70kg ..but hl say 60..so need strive 60 liao !^^


Feel like updating my daily living in order to keep track.

9th May :

morning : Oats + walnut + raisin

Lunch : 2 bread + apple + grape

Dinner : 2 bread..

Goal achieve for today.


* Pantang : No ice cold drink, no Spicy food, No suan food...

10th may


morning : Oats + walnut + raisin

Lunch :  one roti canai + 2 banana

Dinner : 2 orange + 1 apple + some grape.

Negative emotions

kinda shock of this title heh..

but yeah, this is what SJ also have it..despite always positive..

Lately I have figured out something..

1. last time there is an aunt family which im not sure why, but everytime when heard about her , i have a negative emotions towards it which i think is wrong of course. no doubt , that feeling just came everytime i heard it.

one thing that always bother me is when my mum and my aunt went out, but when come back, my aunt didnt really send my mum home, * is everytime happen like that though. ( even though they are sisters and our house is so near, i try to walk from my hse to her hse, um 15 minutes? yeah..or less than that.

Anyway, last few days, after i get together with my aunt family with me alone, suddenly i feel, is quite alright with them...

I guess is just my thinking that run around always go to negative side. and now i do feel that im sorry for having those negative emotions...

negative emotions lead to negative action right? ^^..thats what i believe..if control well, everything will be alright.

So thanks to the Wesak day floating parade, make me get the chance for having good thoughts and positiveness is back..


2. One more is that when i get to temple, when i reach on Wesak eve with my mum and sister, do you know what my thinking is? why need to go?

this is the first time i wondering im thinking that. gosh..i feel im really out of league whereby my thinking is really need some fine tune. I feel that thinking was just way wrong...

So my thinking shall be, go place and follow it, enjoy it with an honest heart, feel the joy of enjoying it, chances of getting together by everyone is not always, fill it with happiness and good thoughts whenever you cherish it.

at last my thoughts goes im glad i came with my mum and sister, sharing merits to everyone, and pray that everyone is good and happy. Cherish the moment together. Sadhu Sadhu Sadhu.


3. Praying for remembrance for my dad.

earlier, as you say , i have the same thoughts, and one more of my thoughts is that is from my uncle which teach that if one person still alive, please treat them with respect.
 if im working, i wont need to go back to Kelantan just to pray.
but actually after pray, i feel glad that I went back and pray.

The feeling of remembrance of my dad really difference, everyday pass by, did i ever think of my dad? hardly i guess, maybe because when my dad become angel that time im still very young. The only thing that remind me of my dad is tai chi but whenever i play tai chi,  i didnt really remind myself how my dad play it, but rather how i improve myself to the next level and maintain health benefit which suppose to be.
So going back to kelantan and pray for the remembrance really make me remind of my dad, and looking at the young photo of me and my family remind me of I have such a good family and i shall cherish it together with them the moment we had.

not everyone have the chance, seriously, not every year i will go back and pray. im glad that this year i went back because if not im not sure when else can get back and pray for the day which is near Wesak day.

when i go back, i realise the importance of it, the moment at home, the feel in kelantan house, the work need to be done in order to pray.

really feel glad i went back...


4.Another thing happen to me is that, mmh..tell the truth, PWC sudah reject my application, but anyway i will redo my resume and give another go despite that.

Now everytime my thinking when open email on application, wa so scared kena reject..i guess that's application experience?^^...

Hope now and then everything is alright...already send out to KPMG and EY...

after that is cross finger everything will be fine...Hope my mentality able to cope with high amount of stress....

Stress? that word just came about if you think you are stress right?^^...if you think you are stress then you are stress...think no stress then no stress lo....everything will be alright..cheers.

May my aunt and her family be well and happy....
May all be well and happy..sadhu sadhu sadhu

Thoughts during in Sg

So you also think that i will make a lot of thinking heh?^^

Here goes the list of my thinking.....

1. Offer - the offer from the firm actually isnt bad despite no listed client but for now really money aint a problem, so i decided to go for experience. ( When i get there, when they say fresh graduate and new, I really have no idea how to negotiate any salary already. well im glad i have my ACCA as backup to support.^^)

2. Transport - Actually if i work in Sg, i really feel good though, good money good public transport, nothing more can deny right? so on transport part, i have chosen Sg for sure, as Malaysia need drive..

3. Family - This one quite a key point for me actually, I do know chosen Sg will not come back Malaysia for some time and that time i think that since my 2 brother already there, will they ever come back to Malaysia? shall I leave my mum only with my sister? Seriously some part of me saying is just fine, just go to Sg and work, mum sure ok about it. another part of me really concern about my mum, where all sons go to Sg and left one daughter...

4. HL - yeah this one shall use your name. As i know that you have waited long though. After my interview, i actually wanting to tell you straight away, but thinking that let me think about my offer first before telling you might be a better idea. So i got to think overall and at last poof! you called! Then i just have to tell you that time.^^ I do have some thoughts come about where yea, been telling you im coming to Sg working soon and now, i get the offer, but didn't accept it. Some part of me really felt sorry but another part come in and say think of overall , think of now, think of base, think of future. so at last it came about said that proper planning lead to success.

* when that night you send me the msg telling me to accept the job, i was really expected that message.^^ but still I try to make myself logical mind and try not to get anyone involve in my decision making. if not i really scared that i might push the responsibility to other people next time which i think is not appropriate.

because last time when i take my accounting in SPM, my brother said that it was easy, so i take, at last i duno what the heck im studying that time, really feel frustrated and blame my brother for saying it easy, the decision is up to me, and not him, so at last i only can blame myself for not concentrating in class.

5. Auditing - This might be a bit out of topic but when the interviewer keep saying of stressful life by working in audit, i was thinking am i really can cope about it? that time i really doubt myself, for the first time I felt my health is in stake when auditing. kinda crazy feeling? ya..

and when they ask is your friend stressful in working in audit? that one i really have no idea, even when i ask you, i really feel that you work in a good environment and good timing, well last time you do tell me when your first time in audit, but anyway, how about now? getting familiar?all become normal already?^^

6. Other option - Besides auditing, is there any other option to really pursue my career path? didn't really want my health put on at stake. Everyone might think that, still so young, why not give it a go? After all, if didn't try audit now, when im adult i wont go and try it anyway. So for experience and future sake, must I really go into auditing?

one of the saying, never try never know right?^^

some of my friend do suggest that want to become a member in ACCA actually just join any co that is associated with ACCA, something like schlumberger, oil & gas co..but anyway i still think about it first.^^

7. Choose working - If me, i would really like to work in balance working environment. Sometimes people get to arrange the health part too despite busy schedule. I think that can sort it out later..so live a healthy life. May all be well and happy. ^^

Thoughts...

After yesterday having a conversation with 2 of my friend..sudden realise something, in this world, can't there be good friends available like in europe?

I really have no idea what to chat afterwards, probably im too straightforward? well me is me, normally i would like to have a clear cut actually what happen, but not everyone will talk about it afterwards. So if can just tell me. I really dont hope between two people having a dilemma and guessing all around.

 if really dont speak out then really gonna have a hard to all round. So please speak out, i cant be guessing what you thinking all around. probably i might think too much, but just hope everything will be fine.



Hope everything will be alright.

May all be well and happy, sadhu sadhu sadhu.

Before I knew I'm already 23

Yesterday night, it has been quite a long night for me, because i can't fall asleep for the first time.

why is it so hard to fall asleep?

well i think it is a combination of many things, but anyhow i still manage to fall asleep at 2am..and now? wake up at 8am, i thought it was 12!..what a good eye sight i have right?^^

anyway, i realize many things within this few days, my resume , need to get reference, need some professional advice and controlling the emotion inside me.

Now only i realize im already 23, actually im not really prepared for it mentally. For me, really hope for gaming for whole day, not going actual world for obtaining experience really a dream for me, wanting to be carefree and just do my own stuff.

But still after i get my stuff when i ask for, then i started realize myself don't even get serious about job finding due to myself thinking of not prepared yet. I guess now is time to get matured up.

I'm glad i still have friends around.^^

Pris, now i know what you feel when you say going adulthood.^^

I guess is time to get serious on job findings. 

Cheers for all.

May all be well and happy. Sadhu sadhu sadhu...

Some updates about myself

Recently i went to tai chi course, after the course, i really feel that tai chi is now really getting better for me. Why do i say so?

now at least i can differentiate which tao lu is which tao lu, wont get mixed, but in competition, sometimes people just will mix it in order to beautify it, as competition consider as performance too, so if you play nice and well, you get those extra point.^^

But anyhow, my aim in tai chi is for health. so after one week following the china master, i really feel glad that he came to Malaysia, my left leg which suppose to have some pain on it gone! after one week of training.

Mmh, i wasnt really sure why, but his method on tai chi is far more better and relax. thats why he call it as yang shen tai chi. So next step is to make sure it will be useful is health.

After my course and competition, my thinking started flowing on the next day.

So now tai chi already have ways to achieve, competition already over, even though july and october still have, but still quite long way to go. It just suddenly pop to me when i open my setting goals book.

That book i use it quite some time ago, but didn't really follow well, at least i follow part of it.^^

So what i emo about? ( first time heard me getting emo huh?)

when writing those goals, well basically there are few areas which should be achieve, 

the list goes by,

studies, career, lifestyle, health, sports.

when go into career, i sudden think of, it has been quite a while since my graduation, i should have been working a while already if i didn't go to europe backpack.

So now im still waiting for Sg reply. mmh, not easy getting in Singapore to work heh...

should i still wait Sg or want start apply here already..

want join mid firm or small firm 

getting really confuse out of it.

at last, when i think of it, i decided to free myself of such thinking for a while.

that's why i went to 1Utama to find shoes, as my working shoes put at UK -_-, forget to bring back.

shoes pun x ada mau cakap go interview..

Then i think of my mood bit swing swing, i decided to go bookshop read some book to make sure my thinking back to positive. or maybe i should get some books provide tips for resume or CV or interview..

then i find that, motivational speaker book will be great at that time.

So after that, besides looking for job, i can also looking at others, F9 i learn diversification.

why not learn something which not job related, but also can do from home. then  i look for some how to earn money through investment book. quite good though, the feeling makes me feel good.

At last, i wasnt emo about the working part, but rather, other than working , what else i can do.

well, i can say do tai chi also not bad.^^ 

That night really sorry about it, i receive miss call of 17 times from you. but that time i see full bar, when i was in LG of 1Utama, didn't know there is no line there -_-...

Banyak maaf.and thanks for the calling.

That time i really scared my emotions really uncontrollable.^^
So i use gaming to make myself get into those emotions , after that come out of it by thinking why not improve myself rather than improve in game.

This week your courses also should be ending soon. All the best in everything. 

May all be well and happy.

A reply

Actually, when you give me a call that time, i also feel that you need someone just to talk to.  im not sure why, but i can sense it.

if that time you tell me earlier you are calling then i would go to lobby d lo, but that time you direct call without notice, my aunt and cousin also there planning to go to sleep already, so i just have to do so lo.

give me a message before you want to call lo.^^ but now, i no more sleep with my aunt, should be ok d la.^^

ooh? okok, kita kena take care ourself lo. myself too, i think plan will execute by next week if possible.

I also need to get into serious diet for myself for my own healthy future. Control control! ^^

Hope the best for you too of course. May you be well and happy. Cheers!^^

Lately feels

Today I do feel like writing blog, after so many days in langkawi, there is quite lots of feeling come along with me after I stay at here. Firstly, I do feel I'm really lucky I'm able to travel really a lot! More than what I think I can ! I really amaze on the incoming plan for me and how much I had travel during my last year. From my last year travel within 3 months, I went uk(London, Nottingham and Canterbury ), germany(Berlin) , Austria (Vienna) , Italy (Roma) , France (Paris) , norway ( fredrikstad and Oslo). This year in the early month, since January , on chinese new year, need back kelantan, then go Kedah after finish bai Nina grandma hse then my aunt hse At sungai petani. At last back KL. now in February, my Norway aunt ask me to follow go to langkawi , as my mum do tell that my aunt is the eldest and I should go and help my aunt if my aunt need any help, without hesitation I just book my flight together since I haven't really start working yet. Now? Here I am in langkawi. For one week. I'm glad my cousin is here, the room is cheaper by 1 /5 of the actual price of the hotel. But when I drop in langkawi there are other incident happen as well, my cousin is leaving the hotel soon. So the timing at langkawi is just right! Before she left langkawi. Then another plan coming, because my aunt ain't going back before 26 , so before her kuching trip on 16-23 , she decided to go Myanmar. That time me and my cousin also asked to follow, as Myanmar, need to be careful too but due to the visa thing, 5 days working day needed to make the visa , that's why the plan cancelled and now they going down south to Singapore as my aunt never went to Singapore before. So for the coming plan is malacca, Johor and Singapore! Between 10-15. So hope Ada chance meet up.^^ After that, is Kuching plan. Follow my uncle who is going since last year plan. Me and my cousin just follow after my aunt ask whether want join. As now my cousin is not working for 1 month, so she decided to go for a trip as well. This one I decided to follow as my cousin last time do ask why I did not tell early when planning for Europe trip, that time I wasn't really planning for the trip and I scared of going out alone too. But now, is much better. After my Europe trip, I find that when travelling, just need to follow the flow of travelling, well one is to enjoy the scenery, second is to enjoy the culture or people there. Whenever there is a chance to travel, just travel even though sometimes i can say I'm a bit tired of travelling, well you can say this say Ji really don't know how to appreciate this travelling but I just tell the truth.^^ I like those long days travel in one place and just chill out at that place rather than rushing around many places in one go. In this few days, I just feel that I would like to just relax on the beach and read some book or have a rest there. Sounds familiar for western? Yeah, I got the feel when I sitting on a coffee shop in Paris , just sit down there, relax read book, enjoy coffee or hot chocolate,see the environment, feel the happening around. Isn't it nice if I can do that? Well for now I'm following my aunt , so I can't really do anything that I really want. So for now, just follow. When in travel sometimes a feeling just pop up, I feel like I'm kinda a leecher, this is due to my travelling most are not I paid when I went there, I only pay for flight ticket for langkawi, food and accomodation and travel is paid by my aunt uncle and cousin. I feel bad about it. After that, my cousin tell me, no matter how good other people are, (people not within your family) our family is the ost important. When she say this out, my leeching feel all gone! I feel that I should feel grateful on what I get now and repay them later. Not in terms of money, but other as well. With this positive feeling, I think this is the right feeling should be use and feel. So no matter how, please appreciate your family. - this part for reply for your blog that I read. friends, partly I agree with you. As for me, when I emo or I'm sad, I don't really speak out to anyone, as I feel that might occur from my own rather than someone else. I'm not sure why, but I feel that even for me, I always assess myself all the time if something wrong occur. Is it same like you?^^ only when I really can't solve it then I try reach out wider community. Stay positive I know it ain't easy too. Even me, always try to think positive too. Everyone have emotions la, just that how well they controlling their emotions ^^ Feeling better sure I will say good^^. As if feel better mean much better de feelings come along. Start feeling good about chatting? ^^ great! Good night r, u can tell your mum also de, then you get more good night^^ Have a good night for me as well tonight, may all the good feelings always stays with u, may all be well and happy, may myself be positive too, rather than thinking on the negative side.^^ cheers!

The post delayed

well i should have post a new topic yesterday but i didn't manage to post one. Now let me post something up.^^

Reply for your post :

whao ! so that's the hard way to learn up, but it seems you learn a lot by doing things alone. Cheers for you.

Ooh? emoing for whole day thinking about life. mmh, that's a good one, i guess that's how your resolution came about.^^ to make sure your path is on the correct way and going to what you aiming for.

My social skills would be same as yours i guess. from the way you see me chatting with you through phone you already know .^^ so i think if chat more with you more, my phone chatting skill sure improve d..haha

I did not really expect you wait me want lo.  Its time to end? end chatting with me r? 2 sentence of word can make you think till like that -_-

That time i really was wondering what happen to you lo..thats why tried to call you to ensure is ok there.
your most welcome. just dont forget that friends will be there when you need in help.

( This is the lesson i learn in backpacking, when i travel europe alone - i guess you know the story already , the need of togetherness ) * if dont know the story then tell me. Repeating will be in progress.^^

Thanks. will do so.

Lately, I havent really been thinking about future much as CNY comes, going out with my mum, friends and family, but still future is what awaits me that need my doings now. So i need to rush up my stuff.

I will update new post if i get anymore news about me to say about.^^ For now im still compiling my news.^^ Hope you dont mind of this small post.

you must be wondering how im awake at this early time. yesterday i think the sze chuan dish too spicy..late night come and have a big business inside toilet. fuh..

At last, able to write it up before you wake up. ^^

Decided to let it flow

Hiks! morning morning, you must be wondering why im able to write in such an early morning, today i wake up at 5am. really no idea why. But anyhow, yesterday my aunt when she come back she also asking whether I had apply for jobs. When she always ask on that, sometimes i get really pissed off though ( first time heard heh?) well yea, that's true, As now im thinking myself too where to work - major issue. ( which must be consider in detail) and if i really dont have the high BP , i wont have to think so much.(well now it seems think more delay more) that's what i observe.Thats why as you say now is time to let it flow.

Now i already decided just apply for everywhere, but still going for audit as i feel i really need those hardcore experience that everyone is talking about. Suffer now, gain later right?^^

This morning i already view some of the website regarding the job scope and i just notice that every company require different type of applying jobs. some through online , yes, but they need more detail information, kinda like need to get my certification scan out and put in pdf or some is just apply through jobsdb and some just need normal application.

So for now, just apply!^^

whao, you are really good girl lo..
super xiao xun, mana dapat this kind of girl..

ooh? Yip also plan to go? great!^^ more friends will be there!..^^

22 year old already old r? i 23 more old lo like that?^^
yeah, well keep learning is the way to keep it up.^^

as u say, yeah life does not take two, i realise that too.

Nagging me everyday?haha..wa your standard procedure huh?
so interested on nagging me already?haha


Hope for best!
( this is really 7am update) ^^

Haven't really make up my mind but best way to do for now

Actually I haven't really change my mind though, just that Bear and Yip giving more things to consider, more options, more criteria. but now i really havent decided. just that probably might ask my bro them lo..^^

Currently might be as yip suggested, try malaysia market, if can cope with audit and if audit is what i like then only go to Sg, since risking is not a main point - as you say.

Don't so sad k? don't due to me then sad lo..like that i guo yi bu qu lo..
so eager meeting me? nanti kena you bomb me again..^^( joking joking)
 ( I can tell you i always remember kena you bomb kou kou in convo there..haha)

well everyone telling me now is emphasize on health, so no matter how , i also cant ignore my health condition,

Travel is not a main prob for me though, i feel that with travelling , i can really know more place, and get to know the area more. In fact, in KL im really lucky to have one of my uncle bringing me around when tai chi times, he show me route that i didn't even use before and sometimes when I need to go there myself i did not manage to reach there, but i turn to other road and no idea where it goes and at last remember some road mark then make me go into there.^^

But in KL, travel = jam -_-..not a good one..

system checking huh? this seems interesting to me.^^

Now I can sense you really happy working there. that's a good sign!^^ Happy for you!

Mainly sure not working lo, but rather everything compile together that whats make Sg so attractive.^^

yeah, I think malaysia big 4 not subject to bond too.
okok, wont take risk la. try to minimise risk.^^

sure got chance meet wan le, this world so small.
wao wao..really wait me go there r?

May all be well and happy. sadhu sadhu sadhu.

Further information

Good morning!

Yesterday went and hang out with Yip and bear, that time we went to empire gallery mall, but bear is going for some courses, so left me and yip alone there.

So we went to a chinese restaurant to grab some food , since i havent taken my lunch.

now, my conversation start, since now the main point is me going to work but work as what?
There is a few issues arise when we discuss.

This is how it goes,

1. What actually i want to work as?
2. How long i can really can stand for working hours?

    - Last time when i work and study together, even though i work as tax assistant but when checking on errors, i do really like to check on that, does that will make me like in real life audit? or internal audit suit more? any suggestion?

     - Normally, my headache is after office hours when the jam in Malaysia is making me too tired when looking at all those red light. it seems tax job is also quite a good job though.^^

      - Even when my normal time like this, my BP also quite high, mmh, so add bit more, it will just jump up the figure right?
3. Do i really like audit in real life?
4. Once go to Singapore is a yearly contract based worker.
    - Can i really change when get there or need at least cope with one year first?

5. Can i use other route to get to Singapore? 3 year based in Malaysia and get my Experience done then only go overseas?
6. My main point working in Sg is not really just working but to enhance the tai chi part as well.( after looking at the video, i feel Malaysia teaching style is really out of order and I really need to get to the real master to look after it - in order to gain real benefit from tai chi)

7. Seriously now my blood pressure level is really going use tai chi is my medicine lo.

8. Testing job market and job. Well, yip got another suggestion is that ask me to take the job in Malaysia and have a look how it is like to be on the job.
   - By doing this, i might gain some view on how people do it, and whether i like it or not.


That's all i guess, will further update if anything cross my mind again. Cheers!

ou ya, Bear's do de seaweed cracker is super nice!!!

Thoughts

Thanks for your update ya!( Don't tell me no need say thanks ya, this one i really would like to say as you update when you are working)

Funny funny thing? mmh, wonder what im talking about -_-..

Continue for mine,

After long thinking of myself,

well,  I do really believe myself on overseas opportunities despite the health condition, there is other consideration as well, is Big firm name important? i would say yeah, maybe , probably?so by looking at the approved employer list from ACCA,hope i get something lo..^^

This will be my thoughts of my future..

I always as usual, would like to do a comparison between each route available.

Malaysia
1. I would say, most probably go in Big 4 (As usual work from day to night)
2. I have regular tai chi practice, but just cannot move upwards without more experience coach.
3. Home sweet home
4. House and Car available
5. I'm citizen of malaysia
vs

Singapore
1. Medium Firm ( as mostly suggested ) - I think this one also day to night
2. have China master who might able to help me out in my tai chi practice.
3. Rented house ( i think going to be my first time renting)
4. MRT, Bus all way round ( i dont mind Sg public transport, as it is efficient!)
5. Double earning! ^^
6. I'm going be PR of Sg soon!

Since now my travelling i would say is finish for now, everyone is asking me about working now but i really have no idea where to work..at last i do come with a solution by giving a chance to Singapore as I always really wanted to go there and pursue in more and more.

Even nowadays in tai chi classes i have really no idea what to practice despite people do tell me what can be done, but they just dont have the certain method for moving upwards. Seriously, everytime i really hope that tai chi do help in my health. really hope!

as Everyone always say tai chi do bring good health, so now i really need to make it compulsory for myself in tai chi practice and to practice for good health!

Cheers!

Thanks for the updating

Thanks for your long storyline which all in english! appreciated!..^^

when reading your latest blog? ( Whatsapp Message)

well, firstly i feel that bear over react without proper ask me lo, but still i know she is a really caring friend. So when she said that to you, i feel really sorry for you, as i know those kind of words sure will disturb you as you didnt really push me and you just tell me what i ask you only.^^

anything can compensate your one day loss?
^^

luckily at last you willing to tell me what bear says and we able to settle before everything gone bad..^^

a lot of chance to meet up! let my positive cheers all your negatives off ya!
and hopefully if i work in Sg, my positives all keep continue!^^


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Actually im not really see the full picture of it ler, but know bit and pieces here and there. well as you say past is past. If you wont like to mention then better dont remind you of it lo^^

you mention on the interview part, how was it r? what you say that make you say like that?^^

this reply will be your latest post reply..^^

Now your idea of writing blog different d, because now is sharing stories..^^

it seems that you really have a challenging life in singapore. im glad you able to manage it.^^

wao wao..im busy body r...mmh..yeah a bit la..well i hope my friends wont always emo ma, as you always say emo that time...

ooh? what changes when you meet me o? keep smiling make your mood increase?^^

really really glad that everything went well now. cheers for you!
May you always be well and happy!^^

Hope this spice up your new year! view from one of London bridge

I will update my thoughts of this few days later ya..now late night, so gotta sleep now.cheers!

Confusion

to the one read my blog..this one is real post already.

Well, is time to get into real life, after months of travelling, now i guess is time to get a proper job.

but now, confusion is either Singapore or Malaysia.

when i was travelling, my aunt do ask how i feel about london, well at first when i come to London i really dont like it, as i was far away from home, after 2 weeks with my mum i was still ok, but after my mum left, really alone in london. That time my aunt ask my to travel myself to london city centre, i was like huh? well, lucky me to found certain map on the town around to see where i go. I really nearly cried when i was in london city centre alone without anyone help and in a country where i have no idea where to go. I try to stay in my uncle house as long as i can but it seems they keep ask me go out rather than stay at home.

After that, my aunt suggest go backpacking, so after my backpacking, i do learn how to use city map, how to take public transport, make friends, avoid tourist trap and most important is independence which i learn a lot during travelling.

Anyway, now i do feel London is great! so i think Singapore wont be bad either right?^^ since i think that Singapore system is quite good.

Now there is another thing that pop to my mind...my high BP ( Blood Pressure)
it has been a while since i try to ignore my high BP that inside my health for several years. well to be actual, i knew it when i was finishing my CAT. so consider around 4 years back. Everytime i tried to lower down, i doesnt seem to work well as everytime my aim of losing weight just keep run around.

My caring friend always remind me that Health is everything. I do agree with that, even one of my uncle, he take daily tablets in order to ensure his health is at tip top condition even though he is rich.

So now when should i really start work? should i take a few more month to make myself really into good health or i should start work now? if im going to make my health good, then this month i got to make it worked! no matter how.

i think work in singapore or malaysia make not much difference, as if i work in big 4, then my long hours need to work too. I didnt really get any friends feedback on working in Big 4, im not sure why, but i think i better start asking.

In singapore, i heard is by contract based, so once in , better stay at there for few years. added value in singapore is extra pocket money and tai chi expertise. why i say tai chi expertise? well, one of my tai chi china master is there, some of my tai chi friend is there too. I believe i can learn more when i get to Sg to learn from them , whether got time or not is another case.

so where to go? decide now or later? health now or later?

thinking...deep thoughts.....

(grey area- i think this one u want to read)^^

Flying back to Malaysia

It's has been a while since i updated this blog, well is not really that i don't want to update but rather it isnt so much to write about after i start travel and i use another blog for my travel.

anyway, today will be my last day in london, United Kingdom.

How do i really came about travelling? rather i would say everything is by chance nor i did plan anything for the travel.

After ACCA complete, as usual of other degree holder which just graduate, everyone will start really asking whether which company am i going in or any job that i interested in. For me, since February, i get news from my cousins said that there is a wedding at London on October. So, my mum decided to bring me along as my brother and sister wont be able to attend due to their work and me? that time not really know my result just yet but at last, i did manage get through my last 2 paper of ACCA which i felt really grateful on it.

that time my thinking wasnt really go into working first, but rather get exposure of other country. even though normally people start working and start earn money to pay back their parents or earn a living for themself which i find thats a good way to go.

But due to this wedding, i have decided that i'm going to london for 2 weeks with my mum. Then my aunt called and say that since i havent really go into work yet, why not stay longer? until christmas and new year would be the best. Without really think much, i change my flight ticket from 2 weeks to 3 months. as thats the last date i can get.

so is there any work i can do in this march till september? well, found one. which is lecturing provided by my lecturer. even though is lecture on lower level paper of CIMA, but still it gives me a flexible timetable and give me the allowance to stop anytime i want. So i decided to give it a go. I'm glad that i been able to give the knowledge that my student want even though some of it i really need use google for it.

I found that lecturing is really not easy if you really want the student to pass. it tooks both work of lecturer and students.

so, i manage to leave lecturing on September which is the month before i go to london. At that time, my lecturer really thinks that im suitable in lecturing and plan to give more classes for me to teach, but still that time i feel that my experience in real work life is not enough so i decided my to work in real accntg or audit line first.^^

until here first, got to catch the flight soon^^